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[marishna]

It's been forever since I posted and I feel the need to, even though I don't have too much to say.

THANK YOU!!! to everyone who's sent a cookie snowflake treat to me! I got the first one from xxtornxxapartxx yesterday, which made me feel pretty damn good, then I work up this morning and had four more which was really, super surprising. And I've been sending quite a few myself, and have more sitting in my cart to check out (never really worked with the LJ shopping centre and it's a bit weird). I hope they stay free for a few more days so I can send more!

Beyond that I've been busy this week. Work work work. SO excited for Boxing Day to come because, after I talk to my boss at the 2nd job, hopefully that will signal the turning point in my insane schedule. Two shifts instead of three would be AMAZING right now.

It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't hurt SO BAD at the end of the three days but I can't help what's already happened so whatever. My physio therapist doesn't even want to introduce me back to the gym until January and all this bullshit happened in JUNE. Fuck.

Thinking about doing some sort of icon project for the holidays. But I'll have to see how time goes over the next few weeks. Once December 21st comes and pipry23 and D come home I'll be busy for five days. Which is good because I'm starting to dread Christmas more and more now.

I did some baking this weekend (have to do more) and put up the tree (pics on my twitter) so now I've kinda shot my holiday wad. I'm mostly dreading the days leading up to Christmas than anything because once the day comes and goes it's over. Boxing day comes and I can go back to my normal life. But this year Christmas is going to be extra hard because my family's leaving and even though I can go to pipry23's it's still going to be hella hard. Especially when I'm often crazy depressed at this time of the year as it is. I think the thing I'm going to miss the most is Christmas morning breakfast. It's always been the constant, no matter where I've been for the holiday.

We'll see how it goes.

OH. And finally, I kind of get how this Google Wave thing works, sorta. Does anyone want to add me? You add people, right? Cause I had some people on there but I didn't really know who they were so I removed them but I don't think they were wave people anyway and Google confuses the fuck out of me anyway. When the fuck is Google docs going to be integrated, anyone know? I'm Marishna on there, obvs.

And now I go to bed to start another week.

Comments

[pipry23.livejournal.com]

THANK YOU FOR THE COOKIE, MY FRIEND!!! I cannot even wait a little bit to come home and see you and laugh until we pee and cry on your kitchen floor. FUUUUUCK I MISS YOU. It seems weird that we all aren't together right now, because this time last year, we just so WERE. And even though last Christmas was unprecedented... it just seems like such a permanent thing. I don't even know how to explain what I'm trying to fucking say here omg. I guess what I mean is that last Christmas season was so awesome and it had all to do with you and D and I just remember dragging my heels because I didn't want to leave you guys - I'd just found you! So I am just really really looking forward to having you back again <3 I really love Christmas and I always want so desperately to get into the Christmas spirit and everything but I find it so easy to be disappointed, so I kinda feel you. That's so shitty that you won't have your family for Christmas, I can't even imagine what that would be like. The next time I talk to my mom, I'll clear it with her about you spending Christmas with us.

♥ x 928374.

[the-tim-world.livejournal.com]

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